A Powerful Witness for Christ

I experienced a most profound spiritual event that could only be defined as miraculous.  I lost faith in God as a young adult (Journey to Truth and Faith).  I spent my life feeling alienated from my family and church congregation because of my choice to embrace science (accept evolution).  As a biologist studying nature, this essentially was non-negotiable.

I kept my atheism a deep dark secret forever fearful of being judged while others exalted in their belief in Jesus that eluded me.  I would listen to my family talk about their faith, coveting the comfort they drew from knowing Him. I watched the fellowship at church wanting the same but instead would slip away out of fear of being exposed – as one of those evil scientists seeking to dethrone Jesus.  That is what I was taught about accepting ‘secular’ science.  I desired to believe in God and actually tried to believe but simply could not.

My understanding of faith, God, and Christianity was stuck in immaturity.  I stopped seeking spirituality when I became convinced that the supernatural did not exist.  This notion was a result of the very strong message being marketed within Christianity; ‘God OR evolution’ for creation.  The evidence in nature for an old earth and evolution is overwhelming when objectively studied as scientists are trained to do.   Thus, God became irrelevant for me.

Christian alternatives that harmonize science and faith rather than attempt to refute well-established scientific information were never shared.  I truly thought it was one or the other for our worldview.  While embarrassing to admit, I honestly believed due to my church experiences that all scientists were atheists (not true, of course) and so I became one.  I grieve greatly over the years walked without Jesus.

By the Grace of our Lord, he placed into my life my husband and children giving me a reason to attend church if not for me.  I would enjoy the sermons as relevant about love, hope, and peace but they lacked a spiritual luster.  Then, the enlightened leap of faith came when I finally ended my silence and stood up for what I believe on origins after righteous anger galvanized my otherwise quiet demeanor.

It all started when my sister asked me to give my opinion about a Creation Science video entitled “Check this Out: Evolution Refuted” produced by a popular young-earth apologetic organization.  I commend her action in doing so.  As an educator at a Christian school, she was responsibly evaluating information by humbly recognizing her limited knowledge on science.

The video greatly upset me as much of the information presented was simply not true based on how science is done.  A significant misrepresentation was given on how we conduct research.  It offered conclusions that were skewed and inaccurate.  The narrative was fast and condescending to dissuade critical thinking about the content.  The video ended with the proclamation, “’nuff said”.  In other words, don’t question.  Basically, what I experienced as a youngster.

My vast questioning over Genesis when I was young had built a barrier to the Gospel with my spiritual leaders unprepared to handle my turmoil.  Instead – ‘God OR evolution’ was the only answer given, exemplified by this video.  Nearly two centuries of science that confirms the Theory of Evolution supposedly refuted in a 2:30 minute podcast.

Shortly afterwards during conversation with family I suddenly grasped the serious misconceptions on the scientific process causing errors in thought about genetic engineering, vaccinations, climate change, etc.  This was quickly followed a few days later with a Facebook science debate with my three sisters in response to a posted picture of a dinosaur and human together in a museum exhibit taken during a recent church trip.  I could stay silent no longer.

I now recognize that the Lord put these events in close succession for a reason; to shepherd me home to Faith.

I can identify the exact point within that written debate of crossing over to being a Believer; when I realized science will never disprove God.  He is not testable for falsifying therefore He can exist!  Science is incapable of answering the ‘God vs. no God’ question which is not how my spiritual advisers framed the content when they mistakenly used science to make God claims.

Until then, I had trusted that science had answered with ‘no God’ because of the ‘God vs. evolution’ message.  This perception came from my religion not my science education.  Essentially, the same but opposite to what New Atheists proclaim.  Christian leaders should understand the ramification of being hostile to evolutionary thought.  It is not evolution causing people to walk away, but instead this unnecessary battle that pits God’s Word against God’s Works.

I finally was able to believe as I humbled myself by admitting I had been wrong in rejecting Him.  Within minutes of this realization my daughter handed me a drawing that she had just so happened to find right at that moment that had been buried in their toy room for years.  The fact that my children were cleaning a disaster of a mess without being told to, never done before or since, was a miracle in and of itself.  What the drawing held was far more spiritual and significant to me.

I have no doubt divine intervention was involved.  A coincidence is simply not logical.  It was a doodle of an angel drawn by my deceased and much beloved Mother-in-Law.  I just knew that this ‘sign’ came from the Holy Spirit confirming my new found faith.  The skeptic in me melted, as I figuratively ripped my garments dropping to my knees as described in Scripture when in the presence of the Lord.

The Holy Spirit fully grabbed hold of my heart.  I could do nothing but cry joyfully for weeks as everything I saw and heard became meaningful in light of knowing Him.  It was like being blind and suddenly having sight.  Fantastic signs of His presence continued to invade my life.  I spent days focused on praying, reading Scripture, and learning.  Mere words cannot describe the experience.  The spiritual flood gate was open now that I was receptive.

But, I also became discouraged.  No one fully understood what I was going through.  I felt very alone.  This turned into anguish as I also experienced dark days.  My perception of the spiritual was limited based on what I had known as a teenager.  The mind is a powerful thing and I faced moments with ‘demons’ taunting me.  Just as the happiness I felt was very powerful, the anxiety I went through was equally so.  This phenomenon of intense joy and fear has since subsided to a more ordinary level.

But what about the science?  Horror hit as my world turned upside down.  I realized the science I trusted must be wrong.  After all, if God is real then evolution is wrong.  I had to re-evaluate all that I understood to be truth regarding Creation; truth that I had relied on my entire life while striving to protect God’s handiwork.  Effectively, I instantaneously became a Young Earth Creationist (YEC) as that was the only Christianity I knew.

I spent months digging deep into the science again.  This time, as a firm Believer.  I read everything I could get my hands on; internet, magazines, essays, and books from both sides of this debate.  With a scientific mind conditioned to be objective, I honestly and openly considered all of the information.  The effort was significant with hours, months, over a year spent in doing so.  My library grew triple-fold as my Amazon account drained my checking account.

I am not an expert on all scientific topics, but having performed science I can recognize accurate processes.  What I fully understand is the essence of science which goes far beyond hypothesize, test, and conclude.  For science to work as it is intended, there are strict rules.  I determined just as I did 30 years prior that YEC (aka Creation Science) follows a different and flawed set of rules.  It filters information through biblical beliefs thereby making it no longer unbiased or scientific.

Blessedly, however, unlike years ago my research this time around also reached into theology.  I learned that the narrow Christian pathway I was once shown to our Savior through Genesis was in actuality much broader and accommodating.

I discovered Evolutionary Creationism.  WHAT?!  I can trust both; God and science for understanding Creation!  A life without Christ had resulted from other Believers requiring their own Genesis reading to be the standard to which everyone else must adhere.  Instead of all origin beliefs being accepted and celebrated as we look to JESUS, Genesis apologetics turn many away from the Good News.  Only the Enemy wins as Christianity is divided to be conquered.

Following Jesus should be independent of how we interpret Genesis.  I am not a compromised Christian simply because an evolutionary view of life is uplifting to me.  God created me to be an ecologist after all.  I find the thought of being eternally connected to all species, as well as the gradual, steadfast, and fascinating natural process of life evolving with us emerging into God’s own image as humans to be indicative of the greatness and everlasting power of our Lord.  That narrative is far more believable given what we know through science than that of a six-day creation event followed by a global flood.

A good number of Christians have made this same journey quickly or over a lifetime from Young Earth Creationism to Evolutionary Creationism through prayer and upon seeking.  My trip took a detour with a long stretch devoid of Christ, then fast-tracked to a belief that God uses evolution to create.

With renewed eyes and heart, I now revel in reading Genesis to harmonize it with modern science no longer blocked from the Gospel.  I know the Lord will use my story.  I thus share this testimony and my knowledge on science to the Christian audience, with hope and in prayer that it will provide insight for unity and true peace.

“I appeal to you, brothers and sisters,[a] in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you agree with one another in what you say and that there be no divisions among you, but that you be perfectly united in mind and thought.”  (1 Corinthians 1:10)

Scientific Theory; Made of Bricks, Not Sand

Opposition to the Theory of Evolution is often made with the infamous statement “it’s just a theory”.  In other words – a guess, a shot in the dark, an idea perhaps not accurate, and thus we can safely ignore it in our reality especially when church leaders preach that the idea must be rejected.

There likely is no other pun that gets the blood boiling for a scientist more than that phrase (well, except maybe…. “if we came from monkeys, why are there still monkeys” – but that’s for another day).  Making the above claim is offensive on many levels as it seriously misrepresents science and undermines decades of discovery.

Technically, a theory is defined simply as an explanation about a collection of facts.  To theorize is to build that explanation.  Theoretical science is the process by which we create explanations about the facts as established through scientific research using our worldly senses.  These explanations start out weak and are then tested for validation.

As more facts are gathered during the testing phase (scientific method), theories are either replaced with a better explanation or the initial theory garners additional strength.  If supported, a theory will continue to be accepted as the working concept with modifications as we learn.  At some point, when the facts supporting a theory become so numerous essentially the theory itself can be considered a ‘fact’ for the purposes of further study.  That defines a scientific theory – basically, fact building.

Let’s visualize using the notion of a sand castle versus a brick building.  A structure as an early explanation on a set of facts, or an emerging theory, is made of sand.  It isn’t very stable yet with respect to our confidence level.  Likely, it has been built on a minimal amount of known scientifically collected facts.  It is also influenced by human bias known as intuition (perception of truth) which we seek to minimize through the tool of science.

(A side note – assertions from religious beliefs or spiritual texts are NOT valid facts in science because they cannot be scientifically tested).

Science is only a process of disproving ideas.  We never prove through science, instead only support concepts by finding and eliminating those that are false.  Thus, the wind of science will strike the sand structure as research strives to disprove the concept.  The sand might erode and completely dissipate.  Essentially, if the theory is false, the castle will fall.  We then look to build another sand castle as an explanation.

If instead the theory is true, with each gust of research wind falsehood is blown away leaving in its place a brick as a researched fact supporting the structure.  Over time, the correct theory (truth) morphs from an unsteady sand castle into a brick structure with a high level of confidence that is unwavering.

Competing theories only stand as two untested sand castles.  We determine which castle (concept) will be supported as facts are uncovered, thus the correct idea (truth) dismantles the competing idea (superseded theory).  Once a theory becomes a brick building, however, it is impossible for competing ideas as sand to overwrite a concept already recognized as a scientific theory.

Fundamentally, superseded theories created from intuition and beliefs (religion) and outdated information are replaced with well-tested theory.

For example, a flat earth will never overwrite our understanding of a spherical earth.  Galileo scientifically tested geocentrism, the prevailing thought of the day due to religion (bias), replacing it with his theory of heliocentrism.  The same is to be said for evolution as the explanation from nature for origins (which, by the way, makes no claims about God’s involvement).

While scientific debate continues to correct the fine details within the theory, the basic evolutionary construct is soundly established as fact.  Thus, calling evolution ‘just a theory’ is inaccurate, deceptively so when the process of science is thoroughly understood, properly acknowledged, and respected.

Here is another example to illustrate the procedure.  Let’s reflect on the 2016 Presidential election, considering the two inauguration photos shown on social media side-by-side of President Obama’s (2009) and President Trump’s (2017) ceremonies.  They were reportedly taken at about the same time relative to the festivities and clearly from the same exact position.  It is an indisputable fact based on visual information that the crowd was larger in 2009.  This says nothing as to why.  No further explanation is given.

From that one piece of data, we could theorize to explain a larger crowd for Obama; 1) either Obama has more public support, or 2) Trump has more supporters but they did not attend.  Two competing sand castles likely constructed based on the personal bias (Obama or Trump fan) of whomever is building the theory.  To remove personal perception and bias, we use science to test these two ideas to find which one is true.

Did more people view the event from home?  Did rain play a factor in keeping attendance low?  Was there a problem with the metro?  Were both events during the week, or one on a weekend or holiday?   Questions are thus asked to generate more facts so we can support one or the other theory.  The more questions answered, the more confident we become in the supported theory.

What is not appropriate is to overreach an explanation without correctly establishing the facts through questioning.  The pictures were clearly posted to make a political statement, i.e. Obama has more support than Trump.  Far more analysis would be needed to definitively state this to be true.   Making that claim without doing so is misleading.

Alternative ‘facts’ as skewed information, presented for a purpose other than a pursuit of truth (agenda driven – i.e. support religious beliefs), are also not valid.  For example, to refute the side-by-side comparison another photo was released taken from behind President Trump but at an angle nearly horizontal to the crowd and not from above.  This made it difficult with optical illusions to determine visually exactly how far away the crowd spread from the podium.  Claiming this visual to be an equally reliable data point or fact compared to the aerial shot would be deceptive.

We also cannot falsely dispute the undeniable fact of a larger crowd, or even the subsequent facts uncovered during careful research.  Yet, that is a common practice with Creation Science, an effort by Christians to put forth an alternative theory to evolution; God created in six days.  A procedure as such is not science (i.e. no transitional forms, invalid dating methods, ‘same data, different conclusions’, etc.), but instead is an attempt to invalidate and cause distrust of well established and legitimate scientific information.

Science is strategically designed to reduce human bias and errors.  The process is self-correcting.  Knowledge builds on knowledge, thus falsehoods won’t last long as we build scientific theories with confidence. A rigorous peer review process among experts is used to minimize the likelihood of false ideas being advanced.  Science can be trusted to eventually root out and eliminated untruths, leaving truths for our reality.

As such, it is utterly disingenuous to label evolution as false.  This is a severe criticism of millions of scientists through the years who have contributed to the concept, dedicating their lives to a painstaking and very detailed process.  It also misrepresents the doctrine of science.

Scientists seek truth out of curiosity and do so not by guessing but instead through significant effort.  They use science to correct man’s wrong perceptions (ie. flat earth, geocentrism, alchemy, transmutation, etc.) as we establish knowledge for humanity.

In the vernacular of the general public, theory has a connotation of being just a guess.  In science, however, theory can mean the idea has been thoroughly tested in multiple disciplines over much time to the point that it has essentially reached truth upon which other knowledge and theories can be built.  If the process results in a model that accurately predicts future discovery this confirms the concept as an incontrovertible fact, as is the case with evolution.

Today, the Theory of Evolution is a cathedral constructed of very strong bricks.  It has been greatly challenge with the winds of research attempting to disprove it for nearly two centuries and it remains standing.  No other explanation even comes close to explaining the complete collection of discovered facts from the multitude of disciplines that align with the idea.

With each decade as our understanding grows, the theory becomes better supported.  The structure will continue to change shape as we modify the theory to accommodate new information, but the basic concept is solid.  Purporting that evolution is made of sand or on shaky ground or ‘just a theory’ is simply not true.

“The heart of the discerning acquires knowledge, for the ears of the wise seek it out.”  (Proverbs 18:15)

What Science Is; What It Is Not

The least understood discipline in education is science.  Mechanics of reading are learned at a young age and practiced throughout a lifetime.   Everyone agrees that 2 + 2 = 4 regardless of who you are or your religious belief.  Science does not have this luxury.  The average person does not perform science unless it becomes a field of study or career.  The process of doing so is commonly misunderstood.  Like mathematics, science has strict rules and these rules are often not followed due to religious beliefs.

Religion can predispose students to challenge very basic, well-established, non-wavering science doctrines and conclusions.  Experts are no longer the authority but instead peoples’ opinions, church leaders, and the internet loaded with very bad information.  Anyone with a video camera can disseminate their interpretation of science even if completely wrong.  Celebrity status is commonly used and been created to expand the reach of false concepts.

No other discipline is under such scrutiny or fervent denial.  Just think of the havoc under a protest claiming 2 + 2 does not = 4 or that sentences must be read backwards.  Then, imagine that proclamation being made in the name of Jesus.  Essentially, that is what science and Christianity is challenged with today.  Religious ideas are being promoted under a banner of science called Creation Science.  Yet, science by virtue of its mechanics must remain silent on issues of faith.

The attempt is to redefine science in a manner that benefits a religious agenda but renders the tool useless.  Science ministries are, in fact, not scientific.  Their work is labelled as science, the language sounds ‘sciencey’, and some of its leaders have Ph.D.s.  Consumers, however, are not well-versed in this discipline so they fail to recognize the errors.  This movement is thus accepted as equally valid to that of mainstream science.

Misconceptions are solidified and promulgated with the belief that God sanctions this mission.  The faithful jump on the Creation Science ban wagon.  Pat answers are given that are presented as scientific when they are not so.  There is little desire or encouragement to dig deeper to question either the science or theology.

This leads to seriously flawed science education and the dissemination of incorrect information.  Children brought up under a skewed science experience will then become science educators themselves.  The lack of understanding spreads as the religious feel emboldened to assert that the true experts – scientists – are wrong.  Even the less religious educators shy away from teaching controversial topics.  The integrity of science education is faltering as is illustrated by the low academic world rankings for the U.S. and the strong anti-science sentiment that plagues our nation.

Creation Science is the antithesis of science.  It is the exact opposite of what defines science as science.  There is an illusion of science, such as mimicking the vocabulary but applying it incorrectly.  An appeal to authority is offered with degrees outside the topic area or degrees earned with the intent to further the mission rather than for new discovery in seeking truth.

No scientific research is actually conducted.  Instead, the work of the real researchers is criticized or misquoted using a marketing ploy of websites, articles, and books effectively casting doubt on legitimate science.

Scientific debate in the public arena of popular opinion is not valid science.  The ideas put forth are not supported by the scientific process with rigorous peer review, but it supports a biblical view and is thus embraced.  Conclusions usually focus on a narrow concept; rejecting, distorting, and ignoring information that would reveal reasoning to be in error or illogical.  One argument often will open holes in previous arguments.

The conclusions sound plausible especially to a non-scientist who doesn’t have the knowledge base to critically assess.  This is intensified by a lack of humility when viewing one’s own ability to do so.  In other words, it is common for a layperson to truly believe they understand science and the concepts better than those who have spent decades as a science researcher.

Finally, and most telling, the mission statements of these science ministries explicitly state that no information counter to their view of Scripture will be considered.  That is not science!  It is religion.   Contrary to what is being taught, these two doctrines are not the same in objective or processes.  To garner support these groups assert that their religion is scientific, and that mainstream science is a religion.  This misrepresents both institutions, science and Christianity.

If Creation Science methods were authentic, geocentrism would still be our understanding of the cosmos.  Planets circling the earth at the center of the universe was the prevailing concept due to the theology of its day.  Scientists, many of whom were Christian, used unbiased and systematic empirical exploration to correct this knowledge just as is happening today with origins.  They did not cloud their exploration with their religion.

ALL information must be taken into account and accurately done so without circular reasoning.  We cannot disregard inconvenient facts when conducting our science.  Creation Science routinely breaks this rule.

Essentially, leaders of this movement have changed the rules of science to accommodate their theology.  They claim religious persecution when their work is not accepted by peers.  This has everything to do with their science philosophy and procedures, not their religion.  In fact, it is typically Christian scientists, recognizing the damage to both doctrines, who are the most vocal opponents of Creation Science.

For science to work, an idea must be falsifiable and produce predictable models.  Creation Science has yet to do so even after decades of effort.  Science is only valid on questions rooted in the natural world.  Creation by a supernatural deity is not falsifiable.  God certainly is not testable or predictable.

While spiritual pursuits (religion) are blessedly valid, they are irrelevant in the science arena.  Thus, creation (supernatural) science (natural questions only) is a farce and is misleading generations of faithful Christians.

Years of our churches demonizing legitimate science has paved the way for the popularity of these organizations.  Science is not at war with religion as they would have us believe.  Many scientists who are also Christian strive to accurately apply science in their laboratories while simultaneously holding their faith close to the heart.

It is not truthful to present Creation Science as a legitimate science endeavor.  It simply is not science.  I don’t question the sincerity of its proponents as honoring our Lord as I believe motivations to be pure.  Yet they unknowingly, or with intent, undermine real science due to faithful dedication.  Many are a product of an institution willing to uphold biblical interpretations at the expense of true scientific discovery.   God always sanctions truth, not falsehoods, which does call into question the validity of Creation Science.

“Guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long.”   (Psalm 25:5)

Journey to Truth and Faith

My name is Dana Oleskiewicz.  I have a story to tell.  A very significant personal story of a faith journey from atheism to a belief in God.

We as humans have a duality to our existence of both the physical and the spiritual.  My story exemplifies a struggle to realize and embrace this duality.   A story that the Holy Spirit has compelled me to write down as a blessing to others, especially for those wrestling with the same deep questions over the Bible and science.

I grew up in the 1980s in a Christian home.  My faith hit a brick wall at Genesis blocking me from the Gospel.  A brick wall that did not hinder those around me such as my church and family.  Unlike them, God created me to excel in the sciences.  Therefore, I strongly perceived ‘God OR evolution’ as an explanation for our origins.  The Genesis account in my church did not fit with my academic knowledge as an ecologist.  The more questions that I had, the more doubt that piled onto my faith.

Asking about God in my science classes made no sense as I rightfully recognized that spiritual matters do not belong in science.  Science has limits.  It is limited to the natural world as it is by design silent on the topic of God.  I went to my spiritual leaders with little satisfaction.  Do not question God was the response.   Either accept natural conclusions (evolution) as explored through our five worldly senses and more easily experienced OR accept the supernatural (God) that is far more elusive.

The Theory of Evolution as a natural explanation for our beginnings has been systematically demonized for decades by Christians.  Well-meaning spiritual mentors with little to no understanding of biology guided me to young-earth anti-evolution teachings.  I heard evolution ridiculed from the pulpit and was given Young Earth Creation (YEC) material (a.k.a. Creation Science).

After honest and thorough consideration, I concluded that YEC was not scientific and its logic flawed.  Ultimately, my faith became prisoner to a science argument when I became convinced that YEC science was not the science practiced elsewhere.  It was bad science in the name of Jesus, thus I rejected Him when I walked away from Creation Science.

I was unable to reconcile a faith in God defined by unscientific church rhetoric with the science I understood as I moved through my young adult years.  I also witnessed the strategy of hiding information in an attempt to preserve and push particular views within Christianity.  By the time I emerged from college to begin my science career I had washed my hands of religion all together due to a severe distrust in the entire institution.  My worldview was firmly planted in the natural with no room for a belief that we are also entities connected to a spiritual realm.  Unfortunately, this I learned from my church not my science education.

In essence, I was asked to either trust the Bible OR trust the science that was essential to me becoming a scientist.  I had to choose.  Science denial was the only Christianity I had experienced.  No one introduced me to the alternative; to trust both.  Thus, I rejected that we are both physical and spiritual as we walk this earth.

I spent 30 years with this dichotomous view, without Jesus, until a religious/science debate ensued with my three sisters over a highly inaccurate YEC science video.  This opened the door to a profound spiritual event that will be an inspiration to faithful Christians and a powerful witness for Christ, for I have a story to tell in a testimony of pure wonder and joy.

Hence, The Christian Ecologist.

I reflect on the incidences that contributed to my lack of trust in Christianity and realize they served a purpose.  I grieve deeply due to a tumultuous spiritual journey over the damage to Christianity from Genesis apologetics, especially within the science community.  My passion is great to serve the Lord through educating focused on the Christian audience.  I hope and earnestly pray that you will join me.  Visit my blog often.  Share with others.  You are sure to learn something new and be uplifted by hearing how the Lord has touched my life.

“For wisdom will enter your heart, and knowledge will be pleasant to your soul.”  (Proverbs 2:10)